Title: Unfounded Rage
Date Completed: 19 april 2001
Author: Amezri
Distribution: Artistic Allusion, all others just ask me. If you actually want it, how can I say no?
Disclaimer: None
Author's Notes: This is me being really, really angry. I think at this point I hadn't slept in two days and certain people were causing me grief.
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Why is it that I am alone?
Why is it that no one cares
that my heart is aching
that my life is churning
Do you see my pain?
Do you see my soul
leaking like blood from a wound
leaking like water down a drain
Am I so unremarkable?
Am I so undesireable
not a person to be wanted
not a thing to be treasured
Can't you see my grief?
Can't you see my desire
ripping me apart inside
ripping me from a happy life
Why is it that I am alone?
Why is it that you only see
the platonic friend
the platonic love
I hate you and your perceptions
I hate that you can't love me
I hate how you make me feel
I hate that you don't even know